It's been a great long while since I've read King Lear. A couple of years, really, since I've either read or watched anything Shakespearean at all. But as I was mulling over some things I'm not entirely sure that I'm content with, this phrase popped into my head.
I frequently go through periods where I feel as though I get antsy with everyone and everything. The antsy-ness may or may not be visible, I really don't know, but I sometimes find myself wishing that I could just run away from everything for a while until I get myself sorted out.
Sometimes it passes through, just a brief visitor reminding me that there's no such thing as feeling absolutely settled with everything. And sometimes it stays for a while, prompting and re-prompting an assessment of things that I can change, that maybe I should change, that maybe I just need a longer reminder can be changed. Sometimes it morphs into the winter, spring, summer, and fall of my discontent.
I've been known to ponder running away to escape this feeling, but I know that's patently ridiculous: anything internal would follow me. It's a silly impulse since I've only discovered two ways of getting rid of this sensation--waiting it out and actually making a change.
And I'm starting to wonder about whether I should make a change, because Lear keeps popping into my brain. Nothing can come of nothing, and I need to make some choices. I need to take some actions or I need to choose not take some actions.
But in the meanwhile any time I encounter this feeling, I have a feeling this saying will be swimming around in my brain until I choose. Doing nothing, choosing nothing, will result in nothing.
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